Raelyns Roulette: LETTER TO MY LOVE

February 18, 2017


CHRIS! I can't believe it has actually happened! I am somewhere between happy and lost. I want to walk up the street to Trader Joes. I want to take a small drive North to surprise my Mama with Landon. I already miss me and Landon's routine. Waking up in the morning, watching a cartoon show while I make him breakfast and coffee. We would get dressed together and run errands. We had a routine.  Landon has been clinging to only you out of nowhere and I am the stranger. I thought once we were here, okay, I will squeeze my baby tight to fill the void of the present. I am grateful for my blog as it keeps me so busy.

I had been putting this move on hold for as long as I could. It took sometime to believe we could have a better life in Virginia than California. I found a way to love what I do and work from home (that was one issue), that was fixed nearly a year ago. Then, the realization of being away from my family kicked in because no one moves out of state. We all stick close by. I think the part that really got to me was many years ago Chris dropped everything in a matter of hours, I mean, EVERYTHING to move to California to pursue our future relationship.
*Off Subject* This entire look is linked above and is either on sale or is on promotion with a few of my favorite brands.

I know, I know it takes time. Home is where the heart is....home is wherever I am with you...yatta yatta. I am adapting to a new lifestyle. Hence, my lifestyle blog. I can't be the only one.

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