Raelyns Roulette: LETTING GO

December 19, 2016


As I write this I am listening Hanz Zimmerman; A German composer record producer. Music has always saved my mind, heart, and soul. I remember screaming/singing in my car after a hard day. I have Landon now so If I were to do that I would probably scar him for life. I had a photo-shoot with my one and only Tania Lewis Photo, link here! She is always on the run photographing the next gig. This last photo-shoot we did...was just a huge let it go and let my personality just shine through. I like to try different poses as if I were Coco Rocha or Jessica Stam. I want to smile one minute, pose awkwardly another, and then take my heart-ache out on the camera lens.

It is nearly the end of the year and I feel like I almost don't know the girl on January 1, 2016 at 12AM. I began blogging, I was laid off from work for the first time in my life, I became a stay-at-home Mom, and I have had the door slammed in my face as a new blogger several times. That is okay! It will happen and I know I have to earn my place in this industry. Gosh, I am crying so heavily I can barely see the screen. My whole heart is put in this blog. I want to inspire, relate, influence, learn to really love, and so so so much more.  I have lost friendships for reasons I am still not sure of. Chris is ALWAYS telling me stop trying to control what you have zero control over. I am going to keep this short and sweet so I may recover fully from that D*** stomach bug. 


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